My Dearsest Debbie,
I am sure you know by now that I had to send your brother to a nursing home. I could no longer provide the care he needs. I was losing my temper with him and that was not good. I have to think about my own health as well. I know I promised you I would take care of him, This is the best way I know how. He was losing weight rapidly and wouldn't eat for me because I don't know how to fix pureed food that tastes good. The apt is so lonely with out the two of you. I miss you so very much. I think that my disability has been approved and if it is I am going to try and move back to Napa. Fairfield is not my home anymore now that you aren't here. You were my reason for being here. I Love and Miss you with all my Heart.