Well my love,

If you get a second, put in a good word for me with Jesus (i know you are with Him) as I have to have Open heart surgery tomorrow. I don't mind saying that I am scared stiff. Odd that the thing that is really bothering me though is the fact that I have to leave our Kitty Cat Salem alone for 5-7 Days while I am in hospital. Well My eyes are tearing up and making it hard to type. I'll write again as soon as I have recovered enough to use the computer again. I love and Miss You So very Much.

My Dearest Debbie,

Well another Easter has come and gone since you passed and it has not gotten any easier. Life Totally sucks without you. Your Brother has been gone for a year now this wed, but you know that because he is in heaven with you and our son Danny. I know I used to complain about your brother alot but I did Love him and I miss him as well. But nothing like I miss you. I wish you were here or I was there with you, But I do feel I have some unfinished Business here. At least I think I do. But I know that when my time comes you will be there waiting for me. I love you more than anything on Earth.