My Dearest Debbie, 
 It has been more than six years since you left this world and me. I am crying as I write this because the pain of not having you by my side is just as fresh as it was the very first day. In fact maybe worse. The longer my life goes on without you the Less I find life worth Living, Music is fast becoming no longer fun, My little side career as a videographer is taking a big hit due to the new I phones and their amazing video and audio capabilities, so fewer people are Hiring vidiographers. There seems to be less and less to live for. Which may be a non issue soon because I can't afford to eat healthy like I should and my heart problem is still "a problem" I finally quit smoking for good almost a year ago, cold turkey was the only way to do it. I am finally over them for good. I think about you and Danny every day. I miss hearing his "I Love You Daddy" That is something I always treasured as I never even heard those words from my own biological Daughter. But that's another issue all together. I Still Love you as Much as Ever.