Dear Debbie,
feel a little better today(except for missing you)so i am going to try and wait for my appointment on june 2. Your brother is constipated AGAIN. He has been taking his colace regularly though. Maybe his sphincter muscle is getting weaker. I don't know but he sure is using it as an excuse to smoke. My fault though I guess ecause I told him that cigarrettes work like a laxitive, and they do. But he is back to chain smoking again. Like I said, my fault, everything is my fault. I feel if I had taken better care of you you wouldn't have died. I should have asked more questions should have been there to hold you hand when you went. I am so sorry.
I LOVE YOU!!!! FOREVER