Dear Debbie,
Life without you Sucks. Today has been especially Bad. I can't go more than an hour without starting to cry for missing you so. I look out the window I look in the Hallway, I reach for your side of the bed only to feel an empty space and my heart begins to ache all over again. I wish the Doctors had told me about the special diet you should have been on. I feel as if I killed you by letting you have your soda and chips. Jay Henry told me it was ok to give you the foods I was serving you as long as you had water or some liquid to wash it down with. That turned out to be the wrong info. Buck was told no water or any other thin liquids. They are to easy to aspirate which is what happened to you my Love. I am so very sorry That I didn't do a better job by you. Please Please forgive me. I Love you so very Much. I am sorry.