Thinking of you

My Dearest Debbie. I Just want you to know that I think about you every Day. Today like most days I cry when I miss you the most. I find myself looking out the window as if I expect to see you come riding home on your scooter. The Pain I still feel from your loss so intense sometimes. Went to the Doctor the other day and they did a CT scan with contrast. They found two 1 cm nodules on my lungs. They said that they are nothing serious at this point but to get them rechecked in 6-12 months. I have quit smoking this time I think for good. I am scared that this may turn out to be Lung cancer. I hope not. I want to be with you again but pardon me if I still want to wait a while. I am finally going to see merle haggard on June 12 in Napa. I sure wish you could be there with me. Well I guess thats about all I have for now. I Love and Miss you Very much.

Your Loving Husband,
Ron

P.S, I found some of your Poems. I hope you don't mind if I choose some of them to post here. You Really were quite a good poet.