Dear Debbie,
It is Monday, Memorial day. Another torturous morning without you by my side. I will try and be stronger today. I have to go to te pharmacy and get your brothers and my prescriptions. I can't afford to shop at safeway any more. I am doing a fairly good job of managing the money. I hope though hat my SSI gets approved. I don't want your brother to go to a home and more than that I don't want to end up a homeless old man. I fear that I may follo Tims lead and take my own life if that were to happen. God I miss you.
I LOVE YOU ETERNALLY,
RON